Friday, March 7, 2008

A Sunny Sunny Day in Cali

I got 10 hours of sleep last night thanks to Judi's sleep aids-God love her for sharing.  It is a beautiful sunny day and I am feeling really good.  No headaches or pressure.  I feel pretty normal. I was outside today with the kids watching them run their jeeps into everything and I was so happy.  As time is nearing I am understanding that I am growing in my faith and courage.  I was reflecting on life before BT and it was really good, but life after BT already feels different.  I don't think I will take things so seriously.  I need to slow down and be more present to the moment.  My head is spinning and the list just grows and grows.  As you all know I have had my struggles in the past with a blood disorder ITP at 15, struggles with alcohol in my teens, but this lesson is different.  I contribute it  to my own personal growth through the years, being married and having 2 wonderful children.  I think I Get it Now!  I know I am just scratching the surface of what this journey has to offer.  Michelle arrives in 2 hrs.

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